Monday, January 9, 2012
I'm a big thinker. I over think pretty much everything, and I honestly can't help it. Sometimes it's for the best, and other times it only hurts me. I have my own opinion on most things. Music inspires me, especially music I can worship to. So that's what I'm going to write about, worshiping through music/singing. Worship is a thing most people over think, worry about, and care way to much about. It's supposed to be selfless, and it's something that is meant to be between you, and our Lord and savior. When I get to my point of true worship, it's a feeling that cannot be matched by any other. The reason most people can never get to that point, or complain about not "feeling anything when they sing." Is because they worry what other people will think if they close their eyes or lift their hands. Another thing that stops most people from reaching that point, is because they are living their lives wrong and feel convicted. Trust me, I've been there. It's hard to let things go and really truly live life the way it is supposed to be lived. I hate that people worry so much about what other people will think, probably because I used to be that person. I can see now how much better life is when I quit worrying, and how awesome my worship time is, and how much it has made my relationship better with my father, the omnipotent, omnipresent soon coming King. I'm to the point where it's not that I don't care what other people think or if they judge me because that isn't what I'm thinking about. If I'm singing a song that has an amazing message, or happens to stir my spirit. I don't close my eyes or lift my hands because I'm thinking to do those things, I do them because when I sing the words to the song they mean something, and I am truly worshiping. Speaking to the King, and it is an overwhelming joy that comes over me. It's the holy spirit moving through me, I wish I could describe it to you, and make it easy to compare. But my KING, is indescribable, and the feeling I get when I am worshiping him is also indescribable.